“I’m not beautiful anymore. Maybe you should photograph someone who’s younger.”

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Laura Zalenga: Brunhilde and Anna are friends since elementary school and still meet regularly up till today

JILL BLACKMORE EVANS 19 SEPTEMBER 2018

For a project called 1000 Strangers, photographer Laura Zalenga approached random people on the street and asked to take their photograph. It was a fun exercise in portraiture, but Zalenga began to notice something that surprised and saddened her: older people tended to say no to being photographed. Frequently they would demur, saying, “I’m not beautiful anymore. Maybe you should photograph someone who’s younger.”

Zalenga was struck by these encounters, and decided she wanted to explore the idea of aging more closely in a documentary-style series. Dramatic self-portraiture is the German photographer’s usual specialty; her work tends to feature stunning natural backdrops and carefully posed subjects. Photographing elderly people in their homes would be a huge departure, but the more she thought about it, the more important the project seemed.

She had been thinking about applying to Adobe’s Creative Residency, which offers photographers a year of funding and mentorship support to complete a personal project. Zalenga had applied the year prior, but hadn’t been accepted, and was hesitant to pitch a photo series on old age to Adobe. “They’re probably not going to pick this because it’s about old people,” she said. But the Creative Residency liked her idea, and Zalenga is now working full-time on the project, which she’s titled The Beauty of Age, or Die Schönheit des Alters.

With that project it just stood out so clearly that the older people were not thinking of themselves as worthy to be photographed. I had people where I told them that I thought they looked great, and they had tears in their eyes because it was so long since someone had told them they’re beautiful. That really made me think—something’s so wrong with that.

I also noticed that I don’t talk to a lot of old people. I see my grandpa every now and then, but as he’s not living in my hometown it’s not very often. I realized that you can gain so much from these old people. I talked to other young people and they were like, “Yeah, I talk to my grandma when I say, ‘Thanks for the Christmas money,’ and that’s basically it.” To me it felt weird throwing away this big gift that is here in the form of the knowledge and the wisdom of old people and their stories.


Zalenga project illustrates the wisdom that elderly have to give. On her website, she includes poignant quotes from her talks with each subject. She also speaks to the difficulties of photographing seniors, saying how she had to take their photo exactly where they were sitting, because for some of them it was difficult or painful to reorient themselves. She needed to meet each individual where they were at and adjust her process to their needs.

In a world where old age is seen as a weakness, her project is a beautiful reminder that physically looking old on the outside is something to be proud of because it speaks to the story inside.

Source: https://www.format.com/magazine/features/photography/laura-zalenga-adobe-creative-residency