{"id":1042,"date":"2019-09-12T15:34:12","date_gmt":"2019-09-12T15:34:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/desis.osu.edu\/seniorthesis\/?p=1042"},"modified":"2019-09-12T15:34:14","modified_gmt":"2019-09-12T15:34:14","slug":"i-wish-it-was","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/desis.osu.edu\/seniorthesis\/index.php\/2019\/09\/12\/i-wish-it-was\/","title":{"rendered":"I Wish It Was"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Original Article:<br>Arthritis Poem Spreads Awareness by ANRF<br>Poetry by Nathan Koller, &#8220;I Wish It Was&#8221;<br>https:\/\/curearthritis.org\/arthritis-poem-spreads-awareness\/<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8220;I Wish It Was&#8221; an arthritis poem by Nathan Koller<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m writing this because of medication<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Medication that makes me wanna write a proclamation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A proclamation explaining the desperation in which I feel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m curling over in pain<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hoping that one day I\u2019ll gain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gain the ability to go a day without pain<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Without having to take pill after pill<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Watching my parents sweat over medical bills<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because I feel it\u2019s ridiculous<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ridiculous to think that a boy my age has to worry and\nstress over every medical test<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Every MRI<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So FYI<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I\u2019m tired.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tired of having to explain<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Explain to every child, parent, uncle, aunt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Why all the other kids taunt<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Why I am not the same<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Why I sit on the side lines while others play the game<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Why I wear 3 joint braces on a good day<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And the other kids don\u2019t know what to say when I tell them\nit cant be fixed<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or having to explain to teachers that I can\u2019t write because\nof my wrist<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because it\u2019s shooting pain and it hurts to move<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But there\u2019s no injury so it\u2019s hard to prove<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But this isn\u2019t a scam<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I wish it was.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because you don\u2019t have to live in my skin<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Maybe they\u2019ll catch a glimpse now and then when they see me\nhunched over in pain<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A grimace on my face<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>The pain shooting up my sides<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And before they can ask if I\u2019m alright<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I say I\u2019m okay<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Its just not a good day<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And I know it may not be easy to understand<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But all I want you to do is get an A for effort.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And even if I don\u2019t have your support<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I would at least like your understanding<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or your tolerance<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because it isn\u2019t always easy being the kid on the sideline.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I am strong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I\u2019m just a kid trying to see where I belong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So if you\u2019d work with me that\u2019d be great<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But if you wont then move out of the way<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because I refuse to stop for anyone<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or any disease or disability that stands in my way<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And so I wake up<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>With the mentality that I could shape up<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>That I can over come anything life throws<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Because what will happen tomorrow<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I could never know<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But no disease will ever stop my life<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>From being my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kids get arthritis too<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And maybe its time for you to open your eyes and see<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Its not a scam<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Its not a joke<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Its not a game<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I wish it was.\u2019\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>This poem really opened my eyes toward how difficult it can be to navigate a society that often forgets about invisible diseases. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><br><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Original Article:Arthritis Poem Spreads Awareness by ANRFPoetry by Nathan Koller, &#8220;I Wish It Was&#8221;https:\/\/curearthritis.org\/arthritis-poem-spreads-awareness\/ &#8220;I Wish It Was&#8221; an arthritis poem by Nathan Koller I\u2019m writing this because of medication Medication that makes me wanna write a proclamation. A proclamation explaining the desperation in which I feel. 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